想

我想

若我是男生
就不会有女生的烦恼

我想

若我是女生
就不会有男生的烦恼

我想

若我不是人类
就不会有烦恼？

JUST TOO MUCH JUST NOT ENOUGH

There's a time when I sing along
Jump over the sea
Staring through the crowd
I lost my mind
Strong feeling make me dumb
None a single word to express
Teasing make the sense
You are wrong
Just too much

There's a time when I look around
Running through the path
Catching every single picture
I wish to tell
Nobody stand by me
It's a poison in hand
Something pull inside
Something push me out
Just not enough

It's a beginning
Till the end

世界多美好

栖息于阴暗的角落
只觉得牵扯着的伤口
开始发炎
不管了 放手了
希望减轻那丝丝的痛

人为何会心痛
原来结束了
可是那浓浓的感觉在回味
也许不需要

醒不了
张开惺忪的睡眼
看看这世界
渺小的是自我
无际的是世界

一直低头走着
眼里是我的步伐
抬起头 望望天
云在飞翔
原来世界多美好

原点

风在呼啸
仿佛提醒着
远方缠绵的思念
停留在原点
等待回来的那一刻

烙印的是忘不了
隐隐约约
脸上单纯的微笑
脑海漂浮在原点
编制着零碎的故事

还记得
泥巴里赤裸的十指
是小时候的味道
忘了什么是烦恼
回到了原点

冰冷的氧气
透过烫热的身躯
回回荡荡
刺痛了 忍受着
期待我们的原点

地球自转公转
分针秒针宁静的竞赛
生活的起起落落
错了
就无法再重来

寻找当初那甜甜的原点...

动力

若燃油能给我动力
若燃烧着的是我的热忱

夜的宁静再次唤醒了沉睡的我
尝试沉醉在那柔软的草丛中
望着高挂在夜空的明月
圆圆的月
金黄色的轮廓
照亮了大地
也照亮了我的心

探测着是无法释怀的解
开始松了
慢慢地攀爬进黑暗中
无奈的叹气声
急促地呻吟着
为空虚的夜晚哀悼

眼里满满的文字
双唇无力地抖动
耳里倾听着响亮的心声
脑子一片空白
可惜
无从的安慰
琅琅上口

站在原处
一步一步消失在眼前
手指一点一滴
数着轻盈的沙尘
爱上了夜的景
增添了生活写照
不期待黎明的降临
毁了艳丽动人的今晚

害怕
漫无目的的脚步声
穿梭在人群中
失去了自由
是我
捆绑着双手
是我
放弃了自由

若简单就是动力
若一切从现在开始

他们都说

他们都说我很坚强...

面对没兴趣的事物，是责任克服了负担，说服那沉重的憎恨。也许只是伪装着那百般的不愿，选择了就没有后悔的理由。总是埋怨着当初错的决定，只想提醒，从前的从前，惩罚自我的矛盾。心在挣扎，向左走向右走，杂乱的思绪，眼泪留下了痕迹...

他们并不知道，泪水划过的天空，是彩虹一路向北走。崎岖不堪的道路，是困难的开始。跌倒后的伤口，总期待时间是最好的解药。当毫无目的地前进，错了还是得继续时，糊涂地走着走着。麻醉了，后退着，迷失自我。放弃不是我想要的，勉强不是我想要的，忘了怎么说我很坚强...

没有人知道，没有人理解，没有人相信...

THE MISS THAT HAD BEEN FORGOTTEN

When the time remind me to the miss...

Almost a month been in campus and didn't met my family. I thought there is time when I can adapt the separation with my family. I thought I enjoy my campus life. But I'm totally wrong. Raya break just around the corner. I wonder why I have to wait for one more day before heading to my sweet sweet home. The miss start to grow up greater and greater. Picturing in my mind. I lose to myself.

Last time when i went back to my hometown because of H1N1, there is a feeling drag me back to campus. I miss campus?! Maybe but just when there is a freedom activate my cell. I wanna run away from the troubles. I wanna throw away the headache. I wanna hittin the wall...clarify the way...

I still remember you deep in my heart. I never forget the way when you talk to me. Every act of you hardly printed on the screen. There is no time to sweep away. My dearest family...I just forgot since when we are never gather together completely. Pahang...Kuala Lumpur...Singapore...Penang...We are just far far apart from each other. We are busying with our own stuff. We are following the progress in life.When the calling try to get back to the starting point, I know nothing is changing. Surrounding is developing when my
world still be the same.

I never forget the past, present and even the future. Waiting for the moment as the first time when i saw you....