Thursday, February 26, 2009

BAD MOOD

Recently, in bad mood. Just can said I also don't know why. Maybe so tired...got a lot of things to do. Annual Life Concert by Little Grass just came to an end. Yup...finally finished! Busying with such work, for me...still ok. At least better than study...test...This week...just slept for at most 5-6 hours a day. Wow...crazy! Others may think that this girl totally made of iron. Yup...maybe, haha. Then busy with wus 101. That really brought me in trouble.Wednesday, due date for sending our assignment...profail usahawan. When sending the profail usahawan, my file shown 7.56Mb. But then the requirement just allow 1.5Mb.Try to delete some photos...then 4Mb. What to do? I need to on duty for ANNUAL LIFE CONCERT. Then asking around for help. Finally...settled. Stupid wus...only difficulty us. This few days, something around me. My thinking, I can't control it, but still try my best to avoid it. I know something impossible, something wouldn't happen. When it come across, I know is time already. When everyting came to an limitation, what should I do? I prefer to treat it as my own problem. I don't like to let them know, I don't like such pity words. Because I am I. Maybe try to think simply, everything will be fine soon. Yaya, i hope one day then...no more complicated things. Everything just as we want...

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

FEELING

What kind of feel? I never know...Many things,many words...I want to express.But when time comes,everything get ready,finally...mean nothing. What happen to me? Please pay more attention, please don't think too much ,please accept it,please look forward,please....already late. I don't know what i want. I don't know is it right or wrong. I don't know what actually in my mind. I don't know...don't understand...don't want such life...really not what I want. My real thinking, my real words...nobody would understand. So terrible, what happen to me? Maybe just let everything go through their way, although not really my dream one. Everyone seems good, have their own life,their own dream,their own thinking. They always know what they should do, what they should be.But I can't. Is my own problem. How a complicated feeling...hope that someone can tell me, tell me what should i do, tell me the right way.When time growing, many things need to be considered. Look around, different surrounding, different thinking, different way,different feeling...everything different.Is it just a simple life? Is it too much thinking? Is it still need some time? Still at t-junction, which road should i heading to? Maybe one day then, I will know...