FEELING

What kind of feel? I never know...Many things,many words...I want to express.But when time comes,everything get ready,finally...mean nothing. What happen to me? Please pay more attention, please don't think too much ,please accept it,please look forward,please....already late. I don't know what i want. I don't know is it right or wrong. I don't know what actually in my mind. I don't know...don't understand...don't want such life...really not what I want. My real thinking, my real words...nobody would understand. So terrible, what happen to me? Maybe just let everything go through their way, although not really my dream one. Everyone seems good, have their own life,their own dream,their own thinking. They always know what they should do, what they should be.But I can't. Is my own problem. How a complicated feeling...hope that someone can tell me, tell me what should i do, tell me the right way.When time growing, many things need to be considered. Look around, different surrounding, different thinking, different way,different feeling...everything different.Is it just a simple life? Is it too much thinking? Is it still need some time? Still at t-junction, which road should i heading to? Maybe one day then, I will know...