RANDOM THOUGHTS

Unconsciously
Two years, gone with nothing
Even flash back from the first time
When I start my new life
The memories
Playing seek and hide with me
I dig from every corner of my parts
I could tell
Pieces and pieces
I restrict myself

Undoubtedly
I am growing up
From where I am fall
The scars reminding
Be patience with life
The touch reminding
There's always kindly and sincerity
Lean me a shoulder
Holding the warm hand
I felt it from heart

The world is always bright, though
There are darkness hiding behind
Different way
You got the different view
The destiny is future, I know
I am approaching
The barriers are awaiting, I know
Conquer with no fears
Even I am not strong enough

If I could
Telling you the story of mine
I shall
Step over the fences

HOLD MY HAND, IT'S LOST

Someday, Demon hold my hand
When the heart, pushing apart
As you got to know
It's a circulation
Here, no way to escape
Just the only path
If I could told
Back to myself, from where I lost

Someday, the God in heaven
Bonding two hearts, pulling towards
With zero distance
Flying soul, around
Just the repulsion, if
Learning to adhere
To the moment, I am lost

Before and after
There's always an answer
To the future troubles
Infinity, like black holes
Just too weak to say
I am strong enough, though
The future is now
Like a sealing pot
Burning with no sign

I thought, I am moving but
It's static
Stand still, with flowing air
I thought, the separation
No words, but frequency
Expression coating the truth
At least, for one more moment
Hold my hand, it's lost~

SEARCHING

Look around
Searching for the one
If and only if you are there

I found the trace
Dreaming for a while
No step to move on

Minutes and minutes
Ticking away
Still, beating the same

Look back for the moment
Disappear from sight
Finally, lost it...

忘不了的污点

这是一封给妳的信

最近一直想起当时的冲动
无理的指责
是我，扭曲了那关怀
回想起来
真的不晓得是哪来的怒气
把那应该变成了不应该

还记得那个《你明白吗》的信息吗？
总觉得是裂痕的开始
内疚。不安
是否吓到了？伤了妳的心?
传出去的刹那间
好像没有后悔的余地了
我错了~

其实妳没错
是我。不能原谅自己的态度
不应该这样的
没有勇气向妳说~对不起~
只是不想钩起那痛痛的回忆
不要太在意

她告诉了我
说有什么好好说。别语气太重
她是对的
我没顾虑那脆弱的感受
太自私了
或许已经淡了
污点毕竟存在。忘不了

只是想好好地对妳说
若还不迟
~对不起~

静。平淡。无色无味

味蕾在纠缠着
脑袋分泌荷尔蒙
良久良久
什么改变了
无界限的疑问符号
淹没了脑浆的每一寸

倾听心跳
上升或下降
或许搞错了
琢磨那出奇的平静
机械的功能失效了
还是心境转移了集中点

空间缩小了
不再是无限的扩张
开启那沉寂已久的钥匙
是十年前失去的
感觉好像回来了
回到最初的最初

甜酸苦辣
失去了辩解的欲望
回味。回味
追求的不普遍
最初的遥不可及
最终的平淡无奇

或许没有承担后果的勇气
窃窃私语徘徊在耳边
风向急转弯
原来一路上都忽略了那毫不起眼的分叉路口
失去的时间没有回来的空洞
只想找回失去的感觉