WAITING FOR

What am I waiting for
Is too tired of wondering
Perhaps the answer is around
I hope it will just appear in sight
At the moment when it comes
Tears is crawling
While time is flashing away

The empty is still empty
People all around, I met
Loneliness never hidden, I feel
Is just a hallucination
Too straight the thinking
There's a bend anyway
Not worth to, maybe

In the deep deep world
Unable to walk in
Stay at the shallow
From where it belong to
Change to the way, worth to
When complication become simple
Everything is fine anyway

最后一次

朋友说～ 其实那东西还在
开启了心坎深处的那道墙
原来不曾放弃的假装忽略，还以为没什么
欺骗的脑袋欺骗不了真实
所谓的算了吧只是一种掩饰的安慰
说没什么大不了，说得潇洒
都只是这么说

很想诚实最后的一次
累了所谓的等待
忘了那懒散的脚步，那是不同的步伐
一步一步向前；一步一步后退
距离越来越远，越来越清晰
多的事，你不知道的事

手里的巧克力，很沉重
以为两手可以掌控不同的重量
或许轻，或许重
至少手心里的温暖不会消失
原来那是遥远的一场梦
口中的甜，心里的痛
是多么的极端
只好站在看不见的倒影处
说什么，最后一次

AIRPLANES

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
wish right now
wish right now

Let's pretend everything is just a dream
Pretend that in the past
Pretend nothing ever happen
Again and again
No speech is recognized
Waving smile means zero

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
wish right now
wish right now

HOT N COOL

You do see, you do feel
The cold air blowing through my face
It's getting colder
I wish there's a blanket, but
Always get back an empty hand

I am asking, though
Whispering alone
Playing guessing game, like a gamble
Rolling numbers
It wasn't really fun
Am I holding fire
Or freezing ice in hand
Throw away, or else it's gonna burn

Sunrise early in the morning
Shinning my back
It's the sticky warm
Will it loosing it's paste
Hold firmly in between, each finger line
It's too cool, it's too hot
Without a warn
I'm getting sick~

Hot N cool
There's only one way street
Randomly grab, I am looking for fate
Tracking the shadow, through the door
But, no ways for eyes to eyes
Empty the space
It's the only last time to
Get back...

醒了吗

再一次呼唤
唤醒睡梦中迷惘的人群
看清前方
别再跟着人群走了
你要去的地方 不是他想要到达的

再一次提醒
别被诱惑撞昏了脑袋
听听心里的话
或许那就是指南
想想未来 那是不是你想要的

再一次深思
这是唯一的第二次
重复了又重复 别再踏进那无底洞
短暂的 那不是永远
守住当初的无所谓吧

NO EYES

Sleepy worms were crawling, but
It wasn't easy to close my eyes
I saw the stars, flying
Even without my permission
Prayed, three two one
Drowning in dreams
Counted, one two three
It was dark, still
Rather that I have no eyes
Then guess the sight
I thought it doesn't matter anymore, but
I know
It means a lot
Say goodnight, a very goodnight

IT'S NOT TRUE

Don't know how to say
It's not true
Never ever guess it
The answer is...

Don't know how to say
The words at the edges
Listen carefully or else
Nobody can go through

Even wish to but
Gonna have a stop
Don't tell what you want from me
Limitations, always there...

WORLD CUP FEVER

The world is crazy now, with FIFA World Cup. Every single night, get shocked by the screamed--GOAL!!!

Oops, the fever is quite serious. Guess last until final. Surprises followed by surprises. Perhaps there's time that somebody is caught cold.

Chasing at MAMAK. Looking around, there are only guys. Well, none a single female there. Is it weird?

Football is guys game. What about football for girls? World is full of miracle. Who knows...

One day then~

心跳

扑通扑通
是 感觉在作崇
就那么一眼 紧闭双眼
睁开 真的很难
不规律的心跳 是否
在提醒
时间催促 在无人的街道

心跳 听不到
瞬间 转变了消失了
黯淡的曙光
真的需要 或许就在
模糊的迷雾中
茫然地追逐 知道吗
是 愚拙的

空白

当一切变成了空白，真的是空白吗？

最近的生活只能以空白来形容，没有任何目标，没有任何抱负，或许该想想到底要的是什么。无所事事的日子，脑袋总在幻想着种种。之前逃避的一些烦恼，都是忙碌的借口，是否应该面对了？时间多了，空白的思绪，好似有无限的想像空间。烦恼是自己制造的，总是说你想太多咯。

毫无头绪，决定后，总是后悔当初应该有更好的解决方案。承认，我不会解决难题。不了了之，只是害怕伤害。别太在意，因为我总是错了。当一切就绪后，没有挽救的余地了。做了说了放了，期盼我想的我做的我说的，都能得到回复。切，无法坦然地表达那全部。原谅，有限的思路没法确切地理解。接受事实需要勇气，我，缺乏勇气。

是否，听到了迷惘的声音在叙述，回音在游荡。控制的欲望弱了，或许就跟着走吧，已经懒得再争辩。争取，坚持原则真的很累；放弃，我不想。我以为是永恒，原来所谓的永恒都是短暂的。时间吞噬历史，变了，回不来，心境也应该随着迁移。

不喜欢空白的时候。空白的时刻，堆积在角落的烦恼都会陆陆续续地袭击空空荡荡的脑海。厌倦了这样的感觉，但总不能放着不管。寻找零碎的点子，塞满那脑子，也许就暂时放空吧~

RANDOM THOUGHTS

Unconsciously
Two years, gone with nothing
Even flash back from the first time
When I start my new life
The memories
Playing seek and hide with me
I dig from every corner of my parts
I could tell
Pieces and pieces
I restrict myself

Undoubtedly
I am growing up
From where I am fall
The scars reminding
Be patience with life
The touch reminding
There's always kindly and sincerity
Lean me a shoulder
Holding the warm hand
I felt it from heart

The world is always bright, though
There are darkness hiding behind
Different way
You got the different view
The destiny is future, I know
I am approaching
The barriers are awaiting, I know
Conquer with no fears
Even I am not strong enough

If I could
Telling you the story of mine
I shall
Step over the fences

HOLD MY HAND, IT'S LOST

Someday, Demon hold my hand
When the heart, pushing apart
As you got to know
It's a circulation
Here, no way to escape
Just the only path
If I could told
Back to myself, from where I lost

Someday, the God in heaven
Bonding two hearts, pulling towards
With zero distance
Flying soul, around
Just the repulsion, if
Learning to adhere
To the moment, I am lost

Before and after
There's always an answer
To the future troubles
Infinity, like black holes
Just too weak to say
I am strong enough, though
The future is now
Like a sealing pot
Burning with no sign

I thought, I am moving but
It's static
Stand still, with flowing air
I thought, the separation
No words, but frequency
Expression coating the truth
At least, for one more moment
Hold my hand, it's lost~

SEARCHING

Look around
Searching for the one
If and only if you are there

I found the trace
Dreaming for a while
No step to move on

Minutes and minutes
Ticking away
Still, beating the same

Look back for the moment
Disappear from sight
Finally, lost it...

忘不了的污点

这是一封给妳的信

最近一直想起当时的冲动
无理的指责
是我，扭曲了那关怀
回想起来
真的不晓得是哪来的怒气
把那应该变成了不应该

还记得那个《你明白吗》的信息吗？
总觉得是裂痕的开始
内疚。不安
是否吓到了？伤了妳的心?
传出去的刹那间
好像没有后悔的余地了
我错了~

其实妳没错
是我。不能原谅自己的态度
不应该这样的
没有勇气向妳说~对不起~
只是不想钩起那痛痛的回忆
不要太在意

她告诉了我
说有什么好好说。别语气太重
她是对的
我没顾虑那脆弱的感受
太自私了
或许已经淡了
污点毕竟存在。忘不了

只是想好好地对妳说
若还不迟
~对不起~

静。平淡。无色无味

味蕾在纠缠着
脑袋分泌荷尔蒙
良久良久
什么改变了
无界限的疑问符号
淹没了脑浆的每一寸

倾听心跳
上升或下降
或许搞错了
琢磨那出奇的平静
机械的功能失效了
还是心境转移了集中点

空间缩小了
不再是无限的扩张
开启那沉寂已久的钥匙
是十年前失去的
感觉好像回来了
回到最初的最初

甜酸苦辣
失去了辩解的欲望
回味。回味
追求的不普遍
最初的遥不可及
最终的平淡无奇

或许没有承担后果的勇气
窃窃私语徘徊在耳边
风向急转弯
原来一路上都忽略了那毫不起眼的分叉路口
失去的时间没有回来的空洞
只想找回失去的感觉

DUMB

It's time, when I am dumb
I have something to say
But no voice out
I try to tell
But thy heard nothing

This time, the silence fill up the space
Listening to the noisier around
I bet, thy are talking to me
I know, but I am dumb
Forgive me, or thy wouldn't be like it

Dreaming, thinking
Make up my mind
Entangled thread though
I prefer dumb
But not this time~

贺年卡

一张简单的贺年卡
一句句由衷的祝福
好似不起眼的问候
就是所谓的寒暄问暖
胜过那千言万语

好多年没有收到贺年卡了
重温旧时的贺语
喜欢贴着邮票的封套
慢慢揭开属于我的祝福
原来这就是幸福

不一样的新年

这个新年，
过得比以往的不一样，
多了一份感动，
十年的光阴，
说唱不长，
说短不短。

一路走来，
少了那熟悉的背影，
少了那温暖的打闹，
总觉得少了些什么，
十年后再次回到原点，
不变的是当年情。

当初的不可能已不再，
回到那纯纯的牵扯，
时间为每个人的经历作了见证，
是开心的相聚，
杀那间扰起的平静，
在欢笑中缓缓地退去。

这一刻的画面，
是梦里常出现的，
能触到的感觉真得很不错，
哪怕幸福都是短暂的，
只要曾经拥有，
那是永恒的绳索。

我不哭

眼泪一滴一滴地落下，感觉一上一下地徘徊着。

哭，是心一层一层剥开的时候，让泪带着痛流逝在摸不着的深谷底。

很喜欢，哭的感觉。

发觉了，原来泪无时无刻地在流着。

听一首感触的歌曲，看一部扣人心弦的剧情，想着无知的错，忏悔无助的懦弱，思恋在空中，泪不知不觉地又开始了。

泪，也许就在无助的时候，唯一的安慰。

泪的背后，都有着独一无二的故事。

原来会哭真得很不错，想哭而哭不出，感觉就像紧绷的绳，随时都有断的可能。

你爱哭吗？

不哭，是因为坚强吗？

不然，连哭都没有勇气，只是不想承认自己的脆弱。

泪，不是同情，是鼓励。

哭，不是期待援手。

哭，只是想告诉自己是时候站出来，完成那不可能。

也许有那么一天，你哭了。

也许有这么一天，我不哭了。

回忆录

那是过去的画面
曾经的我活在过去的影子里
总想着种种原因
安慰还是借口
都不重要了
因为机会都只是那么的一次

好奇埋藏在心底
没有反驳的欲望
即使知道了也无所谓了
在雾中寻找痕迹
眼里的模糊
清晰的只是脑袋的阴影

现在的秘密显然还是个谜
即若说淡化
其实已放下
也许已经没有所谓的必要
回忆录的章页
是终点的结束 起点的开始

DROWNING

I am drowning~in my dreams when I am too sick~with reality.Every corner of my thoughts has been end up with choking.There is no way for the longer journey.Turn around and searching for a lovely face, I found nothing.I am drowning~a way to escape from the sucks around me.Observing the front scene with my eyes,I am drowning in troubles.The mist shrouded my mind~I can't even get a single idea;the mist in my heart~I can't even feel anything.If somebody can hold my hand,guide the journey of mine.Even close my eyes,the beautiful scenery in my heart has never gone away.I am drowning~I can choose to-do and not-to-do when I am the master of my dreams.Even if I have no priority to make anyone say yes with every single claim of mine,at least make it as simplest as nothing.I am drowning~if I am that brave to shout out everything,I wish to let you know that I have no attempt to convince you with my promises.I am just too weak.I am drowning~in the past,pure and innocent.

没什么的，只是累了...

好的起端~ 并不代表会有好的结尾
最近的我~ 真的累了
累得不知所措~ 开始彷徨下一刻到底会有何转变
出乎意料只是借口~ 原来都已潜伏着
蔓延着~ 失去了所谓的依赖
或许错不在它~ 只是脆弱的心无从接受
紧绷的绳~ 是放松的时候
气球都有泄气的时候~ 毅力又岂能无日无夜地呆着
总是表现得无所谓~ 其实在乎得无法自我
忽略并不难~ 只是真的想忽略吗
还是有更好的办法呢~ 单纯还是天真
只想对我说~ 你什么也不需做
很想远离自己~ 一个无人的空间
做错了就连弥补的资格都没有~
悲剧落幕了~ 流过的泪留下难以磨灭的痕迹
一个笑声回荡在空中~ 瞬间消失得无影无踪
原本的空白~ 永远的空白